[ It's terrible. Because Heung Soo has plenty of reasons to reject that plan, but he knows he feasibly can't. If they don't go to a hospital, it just means he'll have to keep sitting here - and he won't even be able to keep this up for long, he can feel it. And he can't do that to Nam Soon-- hell, not to himself either if that monster from before decides that hall isn't fun enough anymore and gets out on the streets. But mostly not since it's going to keep bringing up bad memories for both of them, being here like this. And he doesn't want that. Not when, as long as his best friend is here, he can at least try to push away the hurt and the pain and the realisation from those years ago that he'd never be able to do what he loved most again. Try to not think about it, just think about Nam Soon..
He tries to swallow down more of the pain, enough to properly talk to the other. Heung Soo can see how Nam Soon's finally trying to force back the tears, so the least he can do is try to force the pained reactions down as well. As hard as it is with the sharp pain shooting through his leg, he doesn't want to hurt him any further. ]
.. Really?
[ It's not surprise. Not surprise that Nam Soon would do that, anyway. After the way his (the former) friend chased him around the moment he transferred, he'd expect Nam Soon to suggest as much. But it's more just concern. Nam Soon may have been Tsunami, he may be incredibly strong for a guy their age.. but even so, Heung Soo's a little taller and not as much of a beanpole. Even aside from it looking ridiculous (an argument he's trying to force out of his mind right now since it's not going to help jack shit), he's mostly trying to think of the other here. Even when Heung Soo is obviously the one who needs help right now, unable to get anywhere on his own.
He lets out a breath - a little shaky because of his leg, and he winces even when he tries to keep the worst of it down - and glances over to the other. God, what is it about them that they always manage to get stuck in the shittiest situations like this? ]
Just.. [ ... ] .. don't do anything stupid.
[ It's not a protest against the whole idea, it's more just him saying "don't do anything you can't handle" but without those exact words. Because he knows Nam Soon would go far for him. Too far, even. He'd totally carry him even if he wouldn't be able to, that's exactly the kind of person his best friend is.
(Not that he wouldn't do the same, really.)
But he does realise there isn't exactly much of a different choice in this scenario for them. ]
but... hoonah..................................
He tries to swallow down more of the pain, enough to properly talk to the other. Heung Soo can see how Nam Soon's finally trying to force back the tears, so the least he can do is try to force the pained reactions down as well. As hard as it is with the sharp pain shooting through his leg, he doesn't want to hurt him any further. ]
.. Really?
[ It's not surprise. Not surprise that Nam Soon would do that, anyway. After the way his (the former) friend chased him around the moment he transferred, he'd expect Nam Soon to suggest as much. But it's more just concern. Nam Soon may have been Tsunami, he may be incredibly strong for a guy their age.. but even so, Heung Soo's a little taller and not as much of a beanpole. Even aside from it looking ridiculous (an argument he's trying to force out of his mind right now since it's not going to help jack shit), he's mostly trying to think of the other here. Even when Heung Soo is obviously the one who needs help right now, unable to get anywhere on his own.
He lets out a breath - a little shaky because of his leg, and he winces even when he tries to keep the worst of it down - and glances over to the other. God, what is it about them that they always manage to get stuck in the shittiest situations like this? ]
Just.. [ ... ] .. don't do anything stupid.
[ It's not a protest against the whole idea, it's more just him saying "don't do anything you can't handle" but without those exact words. Because he knows Nam Soon would go far for him. Too far, even. He'd totally carry him even if he wouldn't be able to, that's exactly the kind of person his best friend is.
(Not that he wouldn't do the same, really.)
But he does realise there isn't exactly much of a different choice in this scenario for them. ]