[there is a strange sense of comfort that comes from heung soo's motions; maybe it's just what he needs right now. he knows that his friend hasn't yet passed out, but he's not arguing or verbalizing his concerns, and the closer proximity gives him a slightly better sense of just what heung soo is feeling right now. words have never been good at conveying those things, after all. not between them—for them, everything was always spoken through the silences.
nam soon knows how much pain he's in. he knows it probably doesn't compare to the original injury, and he also knows that he can't even truly fathom just how much physical pain that really is. he just knows that heung soo is in a lot of pain, and even if only tangentially, he's the cause of it. but still, he understands it while it's weighing on him heavily, the feeling of being leaned on, on being relied on somehow makes it slightly less daunting. the panic hasn't left his body so easily, of course, but it doesn't change the fact that this is a strange and silent turning point in their friendship. it's something they hadn't been able to do in these last three years, because nam soon had run away.
but heung soo is putting enough trust in him now, so no matter how heavy it gets (both physically and emotionally), he'll press on.]
It's okay... It's okay... [he hums the words softly. nam soon doesn't know if it can or will bring any sort of comfort at all, but even through his own tears, they both need to keep reminded of that. somehow, it'll be okay. they're together, they haven't given up... they can't stop now, so it has to be okay.]
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nam soon knows how much pain he's in. he knows it probably doesn't compare to the original injury, and he also knows that he can't even truly fathom just how much physical pain that really is. he just knows that heung soo is in a lot of pain, and even if only tangentially, he's the cause of it. but still, he understands it while it's weighing on him heavily, the feeling of being leaned on, on being relied on somehow makes it slightly less daunting. the panic hasn't left his body so easily, of course, but it doesn't change the fact that this is a strange and silent turning point in their friendship. it's something they hadn't been able to do in these last three years, because nam soon had run away.
but heung soo is putting enough trust in him now, so no matter how heavy it gets (both physically and emotionally), he'll press on.]
It's okay... It's okay... [he hums the words softly. nam soon doesn't know if it can or will bring any sort of comfort at all, but even through his own tears, they both need to keep reminded of that. somehow, it'll be okay. they're together, they haven't given up... they can't stop now, so it has to be okay.]