[it's all he can say right now, isn't it? nam soon knows that there's no way to make his friend stop worrying; that sentiment is one they share eternally, after all. they always worry about one another when the situations become trying, and now isn't any different. but still, nam soon wants him to just shut the hell up.
everything is such a mess, and they have no idea how they even landed in a situation like this. adding in the pain he knows his friend is feeling, and his own feelings of self-deprecation, and it leads to nam soon wishing they could just stew in silence until they find somewhere to take care things. maybe it's because they're both at their lowest that nam soon should be relying on the fact that his friend is trying... but he doesn't want it. not right now. right now, all nam soon wants to do is help in all the ways he should have three years ago. heung soo may be trying to hold on, but nam soon wants him to just listen to his body's cues. hell, if he passed out, at least he'd be spared the hassle of being awake through the excruciating pain.
...it's not like he wants to hear the suffering in his best friend's voice, after all. it just makes everything worse, rather than better. how is he supposed to hold back, or keep his composure when the pain he's the root cause of drips from heung soo's tone?]
Worry about me later. ["don't worry about me at all, i don't deserve it."] Worry about yourself now.
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[it's all he can say right now, isn't it? nam soon knows that there's no way to make his friend stop worrying; that sentiment is one they share eternally, after all. they always worry about one another when the situations become trying, and now isn't any different. but still, nam soon wants him to just shut the hell up.
everything is such a mess, and they have no idea how they even landed in a situation like this. adding in the pain he knows his friend is feeling, and his own feelings of self-deprecation, and it leads to nam soon wishing they could just stew in silence until they find somewhere to take care things. maybe it's because they're both at their lowest that nam soon should be relying on the fact that his friend is trying... but he doesn't want it. not right now. right now, all nam soon wants to do is help in all the ways he should have three years ago. heung soo may be trying to hold on, but nam soon wants him to just listen to his body's cues. hell, if he passed out, at least he'd be spared the hassle of being awake through the excruciating pain.
...it's not like he wants to hear the suffering in his best friend's voice, after all. it just makes everything worse, rather than better. how is he supposed to hold back, or keep his composure when the pain he's the root cause of drips from heung soo's tone?]
Worry about me later. ["don't worry about me at all, i don't deserve it."] Worry about yourself now.